As most of you know i have been blessed with a little girl last September and will be a year old very soon! She walking all over the place and is getting into all sorts of things she shouldn't. Even though some days a long and stressful... It is nice to see her squinty smilie face and you know shes happy to see you. We've spent these past couple of weeks working in the garden, picking green beans, cleaning, tending the pigs and cleaning up the flower beds.
Through all of this I am sooooo tired and haven't found the energy to exercise. The worst part is I know I need to do it and if I don't I beat myself up mentally. I want so badly to loose this baby weight that Im driving myself crazy... Not eating much ... And am slightly depressed about it. I need prayer to keep my mind at ease but also to help my self control so that I don't overeat. I have a tendency to not eat much one day and then the next I'll snack all day. It's like an addiction that I can't get ride of.

On a lighter note I think I kept the two pounds off and have been working like a horse this week so I'm hoping I lost more! Other than rhya walking there's really nothing going on around here! Hopefully my next post will be more exciting!

Step by Step

Rhya is walking! She's getting pretty good at it to! Alan and I laugh at her excitement about her new skill! She will stand and squeal with joy! I am overjoyed to watch my little girl grow and yet saddened by the fact that time flys soooooo fast!

There hasn't been much going on in my life recently. As most of you know our lives have been up and down over the last few years. Recently I have been really cutting back what o have been eating because my weight has gotten out of control... I don't know if it is all the hormones since having Rhya. Either way it's been almost a year and I haven't lost much of the baby weight. I've also noticed that my weight fluctuates like crazy... I'll loose a pound then gain a pound all within a week! It's terrible. I don't feel very good about it and am trying to change that! So far I have lost two pounds in about two weeks so I'm going in the right direction... I think... It has alway been a struggle for me and im hoping that someday I can feel good about myself... Someday...

Onto a lighter note ... We were able to go out on the boat a few time so far this summer and I was able to get some really cute pictures! Rhya and Emma enjoy the river just as much as we do!