As most of you know i have been blessed with a little girl last September and will be a year old very soon! She walking all over the place and is getting into all sorts of things she shouldn't. Even though some days a long and stressful... It is nice to see her squinty smilie face and you know shes happy to see you. We've spent these past couple of weeks working in the garden, picking green beans, cleaning, tending the pigs and cleaning up the flower beds.
Through all of this I am sooooo tired and haven't found the energy to exercise. The worst part is I know I need to do it and if I don't I beat myself up mentally. I want so badly to loose this baby weight that Im driving myself crazy... Not eating much ... And am slightly depressed about it. I need prayer to keep my mind at ease but also to help my self control so that I don't overeat. I have a tendency to not eat much one day and then the next I'll snack all day. It's like an addiction that I can't get ride of.

On a lighter note I think I kept the two pounds off and have been working like a horse this week so I'm hoping I lost more! Other than rhya walking there's really nothing going on around here! Hopefully my next post will be more exciting!